Mohua Chinappa's collection of poems in If Only It Were Spring Everyday (Srishti) explores love, respect, and resilience in the face of adversity. In this collection, love is celebrated, and pain is felt deeply, reminding us of the fragility of the human experience. Through her words, Mohua invites readers to find solace amidst the storms of life and to embrace the hope that springs eternal, even in the darkest of times.
Here's an excerpt from Mohua Chinappa's If Only It Were Spring Everyday
Bilkis Jaan
The rapists Roam free
The women cower Hide like roaches
Their antenna shaking furiously
With the fear of death.
All it takes
Is another foot
Over their belly
Another hand
Over their mouth
They can’t utter a word
Or a scream anymore.
I MET ELENA BY THE BRIDGE
I met Elena by the bridge
Of the golden
River Arno.
Elena was dressed like a queen
Wearing an emerald green silk dress
Red lipstick on her thin lips
All in place
Not a bleed anywhere.
We smiled
Exchanged
Our female
Camaraderie
She offered to click
My photo
And I offered to do the same.
Elena’s smile couldn’t hide the tears behind her eyes
A life lived in the promise
Of love in return.
Her wrinkles were shining
Like stardust on her kind face
Her deep neckline
Couldn’t care to hide
The children
She had birthed
And the breasts
Now dry
And unused.
Finally Elena
Looked like she was home
All in herself
A totality
In herself.
She stood in solitude
By the bridge.
She confided to me
She always wanted to come
Here
This exact spot
To watch
The setting sun
On the magical
River Arno.
But she wasn’t free
Free from accountability
From judgement.
Free
From the life
That wasn’t The way
It turned out
To be.
The sun was now a dark orange
The river turned red
In its belly
Reflecting the summer sun
Like our bleeding uterus
And
Our unfulfilled promises.
Arno glowed,
Surreal and womanly.
Elena said goodbye
To me
As she soaked
In the beauty
Of the place
Meant for romantics
For seekers
Like she
And
Me.
Couples kissed
Made promises
To keep.
Arno flowed
Knowing
The course shall run,
Of age
Of loss
Of life.
Many Elenas
Many Mohuas
Will stand
In awe
With hope
Dashed
Some
Resurrected.
Yet Arno will continue
To flow,
Waiting
To meet
The ocean.
Her lover
Her resting place
All
No longer in vain
In her golden glow.
TO ALL THE DAUGHTERS OF TOMORROW
You own your own body
Mind
Moral standards
Own yourself like nobody
Ever can
Or should.
Anyone
Who wishes
To own you
Has to learn
To own
Your soul
Spirit
But before
Any of that
He has to fucking own himself
In his totality
Honesty
Freedom
Morality.
Also remember
The immoral
Who wear their immorality
Shamelessly
On their sleeves are the
Most moral
Of them all
Extracted with permission from Mohua Chinappa's If Only It Were Spring Everyday (Srishti)